Its been almost a year since Rains brother Guthrie died, and her parents still have no idea that its all Rains fault. In fact, no one doesRain buried her secret deep, no matter how heavy it weighs on her heart.

When her mom suggests moving the family from Vermont to New York City, Rain agrees to the plan. But she couldnt have imagined how different life in the big city would be. Shes never seen so many people squished together in one place in her entire lifeor felt more like an outsider. With her mom and dad fighting more than ever and the anniversary of Guthries death approaching, Rain is determined to keep her family together, and her big secret close to her heart.

But even Rain knows that when you bury things deep, they grow up twice as tall.